eudormikju
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Posted: 07 Post subject: Love you from another angle |
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I'm not very old, but I love the idea there are many. I think I really loved, and loved very deeply deep.
I've known her for four years, met at school, and I do not know God mean to be arranged, or do I ask for it, she was more than a year older than me, then me and her feelings of the development of long , of course not the kind of love, until one semester later, I realize that I really had fallen in love, now I know and love a person is really a very happy thing, although there are a lot of pain, but I think I'm coming.
I stayed in the school year and a half, I will obey the wishes of my family, went to the army, I did not want to go, but I know she is not the kind of feeling to me, so I would like to forget her, so I finally choose to go to the troops, want to spend two years so that his good calm down and forget her, but in fact I train up the troops, I regret, I regret that I did do this . In the army, fulfilling life every day, although there are not many like her time, but I always always think of me before going to bed and bit her in the army when I have more than one or two determined to forget but each time ended in failure, I often hear people say, you want to forget a person you love is very, very difficult, and I now feel deeply, and in the armed forces [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], there was a lot of training for me a bit uncomfortable, but every time I encounter this sort of thing I think of her, that she was watching me somewhere, that I had survived. Two years in the army, I write to her a lot, but the reply was only that less than ten, I confused the letters when the baby received the same, each wrapped around Jiali Ji, I have to eat it, I always Send her to a portion of the past, beginning the second year when I told her I liked her, although I am embarrassed to say I love her [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but I've proved with my actions I am love her, but she refused, I was not the spirit of that time, it did not contact her for a long time, I forget her once again the idea of initiation, this is the longest I insisted once, but the result was still with the front as failed, then one day she told me that her daughter wanted to dry my mother, I am very happy because I can be more close to her, my mom is also very readily agreed, though I know my mom is looking at My face on the promise, but I was very happy.
forces over two years [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], a blink of an eye, and I returned to my hometown, of course, I have not seen for two years to see her, I am very excited, looking at her familiar face, I want to cry, because I very much regret the decision to soldiers. Later, when I was a computer company technician, one day I sent her text messages I have to say I really love her, she said she already likes someone, and then I do not believe, because she has been fast three years, but in the armed forces when she even told me that she wanted to find a boyfriend, but now says nearly three years, that is in me to force them to know and fell in love before, and I still do not believe But she said that was impossible, she is not between my results, I finally could not help but shed tears, and I am very sad, and she deceived me, and later she and I have not for a long period of time contact, that month I never laughed, thinking so you can forget, but I was wrong, I still have not forgotten, or did not give up, and I told her I did not give up, I came home five long months, many friends asked me to give up Well, because it is not worth, but I said I will not give up, in fact, do not want to give up my heart ever ah! One day I was engaged in maintenance of Internet cafes when I met a girl, she and I know less than two weeks to establish a relationship, and she was two years younger than me, that I do this is to give up on me in this way and the feelings between the leaves, but three months later, I still would not quit, I was also deeply aware that there is great harm to them, I like the leaves that I have a girlfriend, but her Her response made me feel sad, I do not know what I do is not wrong, but my heart really have not given up. I also found I fell in love with the girl in the cafe know papaya, and I say that with the papaya leaves between me and all the memories of past and she knows I find her to forget the leaves, give up the leaves, but the papaya in the silent bear [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I'm more in love her, as she and leaves have become the most important in my life who told me that papaya in to break up long ago, I did not very excited, because I know her difficulties her pain, so I simply say a few words, not several days later to call her, but I am still waiting. I can only watch silently leaves her, I told myself many times, as long as her happy, I am also happy, and I know my love for her has not disappeared, that time I knew I could not give up , the same as before I help her, care for her, but I always tell myself that I was using I was her For me is a good excuse to approach her, but now I can only do so, I can only silently watching her, but my heart really hurts, I will not see her pain, once again, But I can not think that I just could not abandon her, I think I will protect her to find her true happiness is her time, that time I would leave her, let her live your life with happiness.
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